Thread:LexiTanoCute/@comment-25001227-20160307040651

I just can't resist it anymore. The fact that Borsk Wompdreamer left me. I miss my happiness..a lot. He made me feel alive..but now I just don't feel it anymore..not really to be honest. It lasted from the last time I ever saw him to a year ago. I know he won't come back ever, but if he does I would be so happy. I just didn't know what the "real" term relationship really worked like. I just didn't know. I was only at the age of 10 when him and I were just dating. He gave me a lot of love and attention. I did too, but not enough. And what I mean is when he had made me a throne he put all kinds of pretty decorations surrounding it. It was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life. And I also made him one at my place (lot), but it wasn't worth time and effort like he did for mine. I only put a walk way to the throne, and a purple canon. I felt really bad that day and from now on. Another day I remember that I always bothered him just by messaging him a lot. I know I've been annoying a lot in the past, but I really don't mean too. I try not to these days either. But I'm also older. I'm 15 and understand the "real" life concept of relationships and how they work. I just wish that I could get him to understand. Yes, I still remember this. I remember all things him and I did together. So romantically.. I really miss him. One night I did cry for him like I would every night when I missed him. But that night I cried more than the usual, but it wasn't a cry of missing, it was a cry of..really..becuase I knew that he wouldn't probably ever come back loving me still..like before..the same.. All I ever knew that I would have to break up with him..forever.. I still have hope for Borsk coming back..I always will. And I hope that now I've said this all Borsk Wompdreamer himself will eventually read this and all I'm ever asking for is to please forgive me..  